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Post by Esperanza/Spirit on Aug 4, 2008 22:23:00 GMT -5
Spirit smashed his foot against the ground."I can't come back.I'm letting my anger out to frequently,and I couldn't bear hurting anyone else.Adn I'm sorry I've broken your trust in me."
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Post by horsecraziest on Aug 4, 2008 22:25:16 GMT -5
"You can't let your anger get the best of you," Utah said. "Thunder will come back someday, as I did and Sage."
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Post by Esperanza/Spirit on Aug 4, 2008 22:30:09 GMT -5
Spirit let himself fall on the ground."My life seems so pointless now.Everything I've ever done,I did for love or for my family.And now.......he's gone.....and pieces of my heart are missing too.And I can't feel anything anymore.Literally.I mean it.Go ahead and hit me."Spirit then stood up.
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Post by horsecraziest on Aug 4, 2008 22:38:57 GMT -5
Utah stopped. "I wanted to hit you the second I saw you after what had happened, but now...I can't," Utah said. "I know it seems hard, but things happen for a reason and foals grow up and some leave."
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Post by Esperanza/Spirit on Aug 5, 2008 9:05:31 GMT -5
"So your saying he was supposed to be taken from me?That I was supposed to go crazy?"Spirit said,feeling almost angry again,but not really.
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Post by horsecraziest on Aug 5, 2008 19:37:30 GMT -5
"No, you're putting words in my mouth," Utah said. "You can't rule over everything that happens. What happens, happens. It's hard to know what will happen next. Sage has been there for years and look at her now. She's finally free. Listen I can't tell you how to feel, but you got to learn that you can't control life."
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Post by Esperanza/Spirit on Aug 5, 2008 20:18:37 GMT -5
If he could of,Spirit probably would've been squeezing his head."So I should just accept that I'm going nuts and be happy about it?"He snapped.He really didn't want to look,feel,or be the way he was right now,but he was slowly giving in.
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Post by horsecraziest on Aug 6, 2008 21:49:15 GMT -5
"You need to get over it," Utah said. "I know it sound impossible, but you can. Just get over the sadness and anger. You're letting it rule your life."
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Post by Esperanza/Spirit on Aug 7, 2008 9:20:29 GMT -5
Spirit closed his eyes."It hurts me."He said quietly.He then spoke unknown words."Sanah Iyung Iasis."He repeated the phrase over and over.He was saying,'Heal my Heart' in the ancient language of Equidae.
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Post by horsecraziest on Aug 7, 2008 18:08:36 GMT -5
Utah didn't say a word.
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Post by Esperanza/Spirit on Aug 7, 2008 19:26:44 GMT -5
Spirit's eyes flew open,a new sparkle to them."THAT'S IT!!I'll rescue Thunder myself!That way,my name is restored and my mind will be eased."He seemed almost hysterical with excitement.
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Post by horsecraziest on Aug 7, 2008 21:14:01 GMT -5
"Whoa, whoa, whoa! You can't just storm the fort," Utah said.
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Post by Esperanza/Spirit on Aug 7, 2008 21:21:49 GMT -5
"Who says I can't what do I have to fear but man?And even he would be a fool to stand in my way!"Spirit said.He was thrilled with his new plan,and wanted it to work.
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Post by horsecraziest on Aug 7, 2008 21:33:13 GMT -5
Utah looked at him. "Think before you leap though," he said.
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Post by Esperanza/Spirit on Aug 7, 2008 21:45:23 GMT -5
Spirit stopped for a minute.He remembered the gun.No one would be there for sure to save him from gunpoint this time,and he didn't want any one to take it."If I die,I die knowing I tried."
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